For all of you who begged me to keep writing 
haha all for you!
We walk back home. Noo.. You can’t call this walking, we are more like running! It was so romantic but then behind a tree a paparazzi man! God! And then 2,3,4 and after 2 minutes there are more then 10 paparazzi people! I sigh and look at Justin. I see his face.. He really doesn’t like this, but yeah this is his life.. and I’m part of it so I need to deal with it. We run back to home.. “Justin? Why are we by the way walking home? While your car is in front of the school!” I ask. “Yeah good question! But I’m not going back!” he laughs. Okay whatever we are almost home. I’m out of breath when we arrive at my house. We walk in and I jump on the couch. “already home?” My mom asks. I look at Justin and smile and then I say “yes” to my mom. “Why are you guys so out of breath?” she asks again. “One word: Paparazzi!” I say.
She smiles and gives an understanding look. It’s like she reads my mind because she says to me that there is popcorn and that we can watch a movie downstairs. Justin goes sit next to me and I put my head on his lap. Pff I need to put a film in the dvd-player. “witch movie do you want to see?” I ask Justin. I shrugs. Okay I just close my eyes and take arbitrary a DVD. It’s ‘another Cinderella story’ Justin sees it and smiles “Selena Gomez is hot!” he laughs. It looks like he thinks that it is really funny or something but I can’t laugh about it. I ignore it but I’m able to pull the DVD out of the player and break the DVD.. haha okay no, but he doesn’t need to say from other girls that they are hot. If I’m a jealous person? Yeah maybe I am.. But who isn’t? I think everybody know the feeling jealousy. Some people are really fast jealous, I think I’m one of those people. The most of the time I don’t show it.. But the feeling is horrible!
I go lie on the couch again and put my head on Justin’s lap. I think again about the tour. I want to go with him so badly! But when would he leave? ” When do you need to leave Justin?” I ask. He looks at me with a face I can’t describe. Sometimes I have really no idea what he is thinking or what he want to say. That’s weird cuz most of the time I’m really good at seeing that from people. But maybe that’s a thing what makes him special! ” Next week” he says short. I get tears in my eyes but I don’t want to show them so I look at the film. I can’t concentrate on it.. Jeez next week.. That’s fast, but I know that’s just his job. I want to go with him so badly! But I know I’m not allowed! but yeah ‘never say never!’ but this time I think that I need to use the word Never. I sigh, okay I need to forget this, I need to enjoy the time with Justin! So I sit up and grab Justin’s face. I put my lips on his and kiss him for a long time. I start making out with him, this is one of my first time that I start with making out. The most of the time he starts. He likes it and goes in with the make out. This makes me feel happy. I touch him, his lips and tongue. He’s busy with me not with other thinks. I use all my tongue skills .After like 2 minutes I stop. I’m totally out of breath and we are both pant. He looks at me and this time I see that he’s surprised “where did that come from?” he asks smiling. “from me, I guess!” I smile. And for the first time I have the feeling that I want to pull all his clothes from his sexy body. Oh god what am I thinking? I blush. He’s seeing that, “you have fantasies about me?” he asks and smiles. “why would I have fantasies if I could make it true?” I lie because I was fantasizing about him. I look at the TV screen, the movie is already done. It’s weird to think about Justin’s body.. how would he look when he’s completely naked. Haha I smile. But I’m kind of uncertain about my own body. I don’t know why and I don’t know if it is normal.. but yeah.. I look at Justin and ask him what he’s thinking. ” nothing” he says.. But I don’t think that’s possible. You’re always thinking about something! I’m not going to ask further were he’s thinking about.. “There is a party tonight, from a kind of friend. Do you want to go with me?” he asks. I smile “yes sure!”
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