I dumped him months ago ’cause I’m a jealous, self-loathing bitch but I love him, but he doesn’t know it, and now he doesn’t want to know I even exist anymore, he blocked me in facebook msn and the rest. I know I’m pathetic..
Any suggestions?
First, start by loving yourself and embracing optimism.
I know it’s hard to, but once that’s over with, you’ll be a lot happier and you’ll end up on top.
You know what’s best for you, if you truly want to fix it and think it’s meant to be, go for it. But you need to rationally think about it before you do. If you decide to move on, great! That just means you think you deserve better. You get what you settle for, and I settle for nothing 
. Moving on is such a hard thing to do, but sometimes it’s best. You just need to get up, dust yourself off, and move on. Life doesn’t stop for anyone, so maybe it’s time you move along with it.